There you are,
a single entity
comprised of infinite
constituents:
A past
that has brought you to this
present,
all of which will dictate
your future,
while I lay in bed
reviewing,
processing,
analyzing,
wondering,
losing focus of
the present,
caught up in a search—
a maddening desire—
to understand
the infinite.
I refuse to have
faith,
but I will try to retain some
hope.