conscience
empathy-fear-paranoia-respect
restrict love
to limit my freedom-selfishness
and cooperate.
This verse
is tragically revealing
but for now I’ll
plead “busyness”
the inability to confront
and dissolve
into ambiguous oblivion
as I decontextualize
and reconstitute
in order to coordinate
a symphonic harmonious
tolerance
as I slowly navigate
responsibilities and
manipulate my means
in order to
materialize
the ideal