Out of mind: out of sight

Am I
the cat in a box
both dead
and alive?
until deemed
to be
or not to be
that
or this.
Dead cells lie latently on my flesh
late hopes die decaying in my emotion

                                    the Nobel Prize for medicine was awarded to John B. Gurdon and Shinya Yamanaka for
                                    the discovery that mature cells can be reprogrammed to become pluripotent

Unaware of the dust—70% human skin—
settling, stirring, inhaled into my lungs.
But so tuned to the desires—70% human skin—
slowly melting from ‘goal’ to fantasy.
Out of sight, out of mind.

(I’m falling out of my mind, I’ll vanish from your sight)

Like the cat in the box
clinging desperately to some semblance of
life
until someone
actually alive or more alive
comes to proclaim
death.

                    (by this logic, is the first one on the
                       scene a murderer?)
                                        ((metaphor need not follow logic))
                                                        (((the grace of the mighty pen)))

I am the cat
waiting in a purgatorial box
waiting
for you

how to use:

as common as carbon is a poetic stream of consciousness.
there are 3 categories of “poems”:

(i) heteroglossic synesthesia (complete poems)
(ii) hobonyms (words with no homes)
(iii) mind jerky (thoughts to chew on)

after reading a poem you have 3 options to “turn the page”

“RANDOM” – takes you to a random poetic expression
#hastags – take you to another random poem with the same theme or motif
#category – takes you to a random poem in the same category

“no one can step in the same river twice, for it’s not the same river and they are not the same person” – possibly Heraclitus

just as no one can step in the same river twice, no one can have the same experience of “as common as carbon” twice