not a pendulum
unsteady at bestinconsistency the only constantI’ll try to be your foothold,though I don’t know what I’ll hold on toone second I’m all yoursthe next I’m lost and alone
this is difficult
to always feel aloneto feel so littlewhere did they goI must have separatedmyself from them
“Fire is dangerous” so…
I’ll keep my socks onin my bedtonightbecause it’s coldand gas is expensiveand there aretoo many housesfor us allto sleep together
this whole thing is upside down
ʎllɐǝɹ oupǝʇɔnɹʇsuoɔ sɐʍ ʞooqǝʇou sᴉɥʇdn ǝpᴉs ɹǝɥʇo ǝɥʇ plǝɥ ǝq oʇɹǝdɐd ƃuᴉʌɐs ʇsnɾ ɯ’Ispɹoʍ ƃuᴉʇsɐʍ puɐɹǝdɐd ƃuᴉʇsɐʍ ɹospɹoʍ ʎɯ ǝʌɐs oʇ ǝuolɐ ɹǝʌǝu ɯɐ I ʎɐʍ ǝɯɐs ǝɥʇǝuolɐ ǝq sʎɐʍlɐ llᴉʍ puɐ
I think there’s a squirrel
that spends a lot of time in my attic
tap your thumbs
that’s how we communicateI miss you:taptap taptaptaptap taptap autocorrect tapsenddid you mean that?did you say that?did yousay what you meant?or mean what you sent?
My eyes strain
to findeven a refraction of your lightshiningbeckoningwelcoming me toshelterfrom thedense grey fogdescended uponthe waters.
My eyes burn as dry
as the well in my pen;My words are as emptyas the thoughts in my head. I hear nothing next to methe place you used to rest;Where I used to listen to you breatheas I felt my heartbeat in my chest.
Sometimes it’s hard to see the beauty
When you’re not here…
CAN ANYBODY SEE ME?
CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME?