How can I trust anyone else
if I can’t even trust myself?
I can’t tell
whetherI don’t trust youorI don’t trust myself around you
a trivial travesty
a table turnedbridges burnedthrough addictive maladycommon flaws are what separate uscommon flaws are what create uscommon flaws are what sustain usentertain us
No time for
Can I be so,
fuck,where are the words.What do I even want to say?I don’t knowthis is pointlessfuck it
not a pendulum
unsteady at bestinconsistency the only constantI’ll try to be your foothold,though I don’t know what I’ll hold on toone second I’m all yoursthe next I’m lost and alone
I’d like to go
somewhere elsesomewhere far awayI want to learn a new languageI want to play soccer againI want to write a better poem than this
I’m sorry if it’s too late
I don’t want to cast my shadow
overyourglow beacon light
Selfish thoughts
floating listlessly,meanderingthrough my mindpassing desiresunwarranted desiresto reclaimcertainty of meaninglessnessand the arrogancefound inorchestrated ostracizationI guess Isleep betterwith the comfort of knowingI’m an asshole